Today
I woke up prepared to give up, to give in, to stop breathing
Today I hid under crisp white sheets and deep remorse and relentless failure
Today I unearthed my camera from the drawer where it was hiding
Today I discovered I have a forest a mere 10 minute walk away
It’s not really a forest
In England we would call it a wood
Today I found magic in green vegetation and the springy feel of pine needles under my feet
Today I stumbled across two Sabian cymbals mounted on a platform in the middle of a Georgia Forest
Today I took a moment to bang on cymbals in an empty forest
It was a kind of magic
Today I got lost in a Georgia forest
Today I found a way out that was different from the way in
Today I learned the way in is not always the way out
Today I realised I don’t want to make any more decisions
Today I realised I want someone to have the right answer
Today I realised that every day will be filled with personal failures
Today I realised that every day will be filled with magic
Today I realised there are no right answers
Today I realised that no matter how hard you try, some days you will look stupid
Today I realised that no matter how wide you open your heart, some people just won’t like you
Today I realised that pain can go on forever
Today I realised that courage is not easily found
Today I realised that joy will surprise you
Today I realised that sometimes today is just another day

I love your today. ❤
Thank you so very much!