I falter
a lot
Today
I have been
asking questions
Lots of why questions
Some when questions
Lots and lots
of what now questions
And then I felt myself falter
Yet again
I think sometimes
something
as innocent
as a warm breath
can cause a loss
of balance
Yes
But also
a missed
Heartbeat
And so I falter
and catch myself
without waiting
for that warm breath
or a reason
for my heart to beat
Today
I am a lover
of me.