I am still surprised
by how a simple fern makes me feel,
its greenest of the greens,
its lacy delicacy,
the way it fans out as if
the order of the universe
was there for all to see,
as if it were waiting
for someone
to start singing.
Newer
Methodist churches
which they call Chapel
over here
Newer C of E churches
and even one
Catholic Church
The Catholic Churches
are all newer builds
because Henry VIII
and the dissolution
of the monasteries
and churches
My local Catholic
church looks like a
seventies Methodist
church, a place
where my Girl Scout
troop would meet
It always seems a bit sad
To this American Ex-pat
My favourite church
is St James the Less
It’s an old
Anglo Saxon church
and a short walk
from my front door
Sometimes Dixie, the dog,
and I walk up there
and wander
around the hush
of an old
English church yard
Lately
I have developed
the habit of sitting
in my dark garden
as my roses die off
but even in the dark
I can feel
my lavender
reach out to me
In the afternoon
Two bumblebees
Work assiduously
At pollinating
her flowers
It makes me
smile to know
at least two bees
are still left,
still return
to my garden
But at night
it’s just me
and her, my lavender
and my goldfish
at the bottom
of my too large
fish pond sleeping
And pots of red
Geraniums
and purple
Pelargoniums
and I even have
one red miniature
rose in a pot
from last year
before I tried
to make Georgia
my home
but failed
like so many
other dreams
I couldn’t make
come true
The miniature rose
surprised me
I can never keep
those alive
They usually
become the food
of the ever prevalent
green fly
If I time it right
and manage
to be out here
at midnight
I can hear
church bells ring
It’s a lonely sound
even if it
makes me feel
a bit less lonely
I never know which
Church is ringing them
But I like to believe
It’s my old
Anglo Saxon church
Because she’s
my favourite,
the stuff of dreams
I like their constancy
One day I hope I will
be thought by someone
as constant
but that is not this day
Still I drink their sound in
and think about the magic
of osmosis
and my lavender
and my fading roses
and my sleeping fish
and my red geraniums
If the moonlight is right
they are still bright red
even in the night
I like to think the church bells
and all the parts
of my dark garden
are parts of me
And that one day
their magic will whisper
sweet, secret incantations
into the night air
and the moonlight
will be just right
and I will be made
whole again
So now
every time I hear
my church bells
ring in the distance
at midnight,
the witching hour,
I think of them
as a promise or
a dream that just
might come true
It is not so much for its beauty that the forest makes a claim upon men’s hearts, as for that subtle something, that quality of air that emanates from old trees, that so wonderfully changes and renews a weary spirit. – Robert Louis Stevenson
They are beautiful in their peace, they are wise in their silence. They will stand after we are dust. They teach us, and we tend them. – Galeain ip Altiem MacDunelmor
This is my birch tree going through its ‘autumn into winter’ transformation.
Soon there will be no leaves at all.
Winter is bearing down hard on us here in England. It’s not that it is that cold.. not yet, anyway. But it is just so dark and gloomy… and stark.
Looking out my window
I witness
The changing of the trees
I watch its dance with nature
Some days when the sun shines
It is like some minimalist artform
practicing its dance in my back garden
On days like today, however
it is a dark sentinel
a harbinger of days yet to come
a mystical, magical beast
that has wandered away from
a wood steeped in magic and menace
My imagination runs away with me you say
but..
just wait….